blessing?

Sorry guys but I feel a little at an advantage. I know I just started, but honestly I'm just too bored to care. I don't even have the motivation even if I could get an erection, boy, I feel tired. Plus I smell bad. Maybe this should make me go out and have some sort of hot affair, but then the realization that I'm staying in my mother's house makes me a soldier with a puddy sword on a hot day. I think then it's also a blessing that I'm not meeting any hot chicks at all, becuase I'm sure my utter failure with them would lead to a loss. Man, I feel sorry for you guys.