wtf!

am i the only one in this contest who thinks it's awful? i would say that as of right now, i think this is worse than contest I. there's just no joy in it anymore. it's not something i look forward to doing, it's a chore that i want to get done as soon as possible. and it doesn't feel very good anymore- all fucking rubbed raw and shootin' blanks. i thought i'd update on my progress, though, after having some free time before my shower (i'm up to a semi-respectible (but still behind) 9). there that is. just thought i'd share. f u bitches.